Why I Didn’t Jump

I began to weigh so much
My fears began to prey
I became pathetic and awesome simultaneously
Self-love disappeared

Hate and denial became my woe
Suicide seemed the best option
The more I looked
The less I saw

I became a full-time loser
I became everything except me
Lost, confused and blind
And suddenly…

Our paths crossed
She became my honesty
Living became meaningful
I began to matter

She became my borderline angel
I went out of my way
I became sober
Words and action began to align

Everything became differently
The mists became clear
I got to see the reason
Why I didn’t jump


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