We’ve fought, argued, and disagreed.
We are still here, closely knitted together through it all. Just like everyone I had my share of dark days, I had moments when I felt it was all for nought, I had moments that I had wished to just leave everything and walk away. I had moments when I questioned everything, I had days when my faith couldn’t get me through anything. I had moments when lessons unlearned was more desired than lessons learned. There were days when tears, words, weren’t just enough. I had moments when I struggled and days when I lost everything.
But you my wonderful fans and family were the ones with the widest shoulder to lean on, with the perfect ears to listen and sharp eyes to read everything I scribbled down. You were oftentimes the toughest love I needed to get back up even when I failed to admit it. You were all the reason I made it through those dark days and words are not enough to describe how I feel and to say thank you.
For the days my writings infringed on your rights, for the days my words hurt your personalities, for the days I sounded judgemental, bias, and annoying, for the days I sounded unempathic, for the days I failed to visit your posts, leave a comment and encourage your works, I humbly and sincerely apologize. I look forward to a better me in 2018. I will keep striving to be better. “Still a work in progress! I love you all and respect you. I love what I do and will keep doing what I love.
Nevertheless, you’ve stayed by my side, we’ve learned from each other, we’ve inspired one another, motivated one another, we’ve listened to each other and we’ve celebrated together. I’m thankful for all that. I’m thankful that you remember I’m human and make mistakes- and yet you chose to stick with me to the end. Thank you for reminding me that despite my flaws and mistakes I am still loved and needed. Your likes and comments on each post is the perfect reflection of that.
I will always be my own worst critic, but you all have always been my number one cheerleaders and supporters. You have never failed to point out my positive qualities even when I couldn’t see it. You all saw the best in me, and I couldn’t imagine life without you all beside me.
Thank you all for a wonderful journey with me this 2017, I don’t think I could begin to express just how much better my life has been with you all in it, and I refuse to imagine the future any differently. Thank you, Thank you and Thank you.
Happy new year in advance. 😊😊😊